It’s Friday again, weekend, payday. I am still here wondering where will you be tomorrow. Maybe you’d be out with your friends, a family day maybe or you might be with that special someone spending some time, writing sweet memories just like we did when you and I were still together. As for me, like what I’ve said, I’m in front of my computer, yeah, still in the office, I’m done with my work and I decided to make an entry, trying to choose the appropriate letters on the keyboard to compose the right words for me to say. I’m not happy nor sad, day is just  like the same ordinary day that get ahead of me in this cubicle that I’m in.

I still remember the last time we talked, you said everything happens for a reason and sometimes that reason is not as what we expected. There’s a reason why we met, why time gave way for that very day for me to meet you in a most unexpected way, and why did that same amount of time give in to make me fall in a trap of borrowed fulfilling events.

The memory of us doesn’t hunt me anymore but I still have the picture of you holding my hand as if tomorrow never comes. That panoramic view of your face, a sweet smile that you wear each and everyday that defines a hundred meanings. You may not be the meaning to my life right now but I assure you that you accomplished to define some part me, and I owe you to what I’ve become. Given the chance to live again, I’d still choose the path, the same path where I met you and where we left even if I know in the end we won’t be together.

The warmth that I feel…..

“Mark! Tara na! Lunch!” (Storbo, nagdadrama ako dito eh he he he, on sekantot, ampanget ko magdrama pag tanghaling tapat)

P.S. Thanks to my cousin Lanie. Ansarap din pala gumawa ng mga post dated na entries hak hak hak. Kaya ayan, kung sakali man at magka-GF ako at iwan ulet ako, eto na yung letter ko para sa kanya.