If I am to include today.. it's exactly 30 days from now...

I just found myself opening my browser, open my media player and at this very moment it's playing "Draw me close to you" sung by Sonicflood. I've been asked by several people, in almost everyday "How do you feel?". And I would simply say, "Ok lang, excited na kinakabahan". And just like the normal Filipino that we are, they would always find a way to talk around such simple answer. Well if I am on their shoes I would definitely do the same.. I'm a Filipino after all.

I miss her. I miss that smile that makes me wanna say, "it's good to have you with me". I miss my sweetee. I miss everything about her. I even miss the way we hate each other. But what I most miss is the way she managed to find the right spot on my shoulder where she can lay her face on and the way our hands held each other, it feels like they've got their own will.

We're scheduled to watch a movie today, and I'm scheduled to get my suit as well.. I'm excited and at the same time I have this horses running around my rib cage, yup, that's a heavy word put it in but that's just really how I feel. I really hope that it is just the way I want it. 30 days to go... and the LUKIN that the blogworld knows, the MARK that my friends and relatives knows, will now have another BIG something to be proud about.. someone will now introduced him "My husband". Pinapraktis ko na nga kung paano ngumiti ng ngiting-may-asawa hehe.

6:30pm.. she just called me up... "Macky, sa Glorietta na lang tayo meet". Ihanda ang balikat hehehe.. see you later sweetee. I love you.